This illusion will never change into something real

As often as always
Evolution comes crawling from the sea
Alive with the urgency like suicide, like suicide
Convinced the grass is greener on dry earth

The march of serrated utterance like a soft cough
Muffled murmur sneaking through the lecture hall
They crawl across the island

Sound of waves
Embodied water
Sprouting legs, loud as gallop

All the young people
Who took a leap with no faith into a riverbed
That drowns about as much as it saves

Slowing down on the ground
Against the cries of gravity

Crawling on, half buried in the sand
Extend a hand to the smallness of death
Understand that only dying is this colossal

Creation, shedding skin
To find the perfect equilibrium like fossils

Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind
…
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

yellow streetlight - you illuminate the road so often traveled
in a dream life - i would silently observe your path to nowhere

and you’re gonna light me up in a way i could never explain

You will know the sound of nothing

Never you mind
Death professor
Your structure’s fine
My dust is better
Your victim flies so high
All to catch a bird’s eye view of who’s next

Never you mind
Death professor.
Love is life,
My love is better.
Eyes could be the diamonds
Confused with who’s next

Never you mind
Death professor.
Your shocks are fine,
My struts are better.
Your fiction flies so high,
Y’all could use a doctor
Who’s sick, who’s next?

Never you mind
Death professor.
Electrified, my love is better
It’s crystallized, so am I.
All could be the diamond
Fused with who’s next

Now that you’re alone,
Is it really so impossible to know
All the actions and reactions
Pinned against each other
Never really end just how you want it

I think that we’ve all made our gravest mistakes
On the greatest intentions that we’re too stubborn to let go

With this little time before I go,
I’ll open up my mouth,
And scream it out
To cast my voice
Into the crowd

I know that all of this will come and go

I remember when we were gambling to win
Everybody else said better luck next time
I don’t wanna bend, Let the bad girls bend
I just wanna be your friend
Why you givin’ me a hard time
I remember when we were gambling to win
Everybody else said HA HA HA HA HA HA

Inside I rise above this shallow world